hello! long time no see!!!

helloooooooooo.......... woots...can't remember how long I have never blog! At least one and half year I guess! There are a lot of things happended in this period! erm...I think I'm still not doing good in work when the last post was make. Anyway, conclusion for last 1and half year -- I was pretty satisfy my job in SCB branch, I learned a lot, met a group of good teamates and also earned my 1st 5digit dollar monthly pay! And I married! With 神秘人! both of us are just fine :)Family...erm...still improving...lol! Well, I'm really appreciate what I had for the last 18months! "人总是不懂得满足“...I think this sentences just exactly describing me!haha! I decided quit from SCB past 3 months back! Everyone was shocked as I'm reign when I consecutive hitting sales target I decided to become a financial consultant, which is my 1st wanted job after graduate. A reputable bank recruitted me as PFC and I'm accept the offer! This is the third month I joined current employer,going tart my sales target soon. However, I feel myself not so excited as my thought. And it's actually happend since training start. ...Am I really suitable for this role? ...Am I boring with sales job? I guess I just too fast to judge! And I guess, I'm not confidence on myself again! sigh... XXXXXXXXXXXXX Dear Sam, not to worry! you know right, I'm strong and unbeatable! ;) I'm sure I can find a better way! XXXXXXXXXXXXX good things is for those who believe better things is for those who patience the best things is for those who not give up easily! keep reminding myself!!!

Missing you

Dear dear...今天很多人都去清明而我却没回去看你...对不起dear...
Dear 看着戏...突然想起你...想起失去你的时候...也想到啊dear失去妈妈时.....
很想问你们，你们＂过得＂好吗？
挂念你们！

Unhappy

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I need much more luck

今天我做了我从来没想过我会做的事！
放工后我独自一人走去司马路观音庙，还买了水果，为的只是希望我可以有那么点多的运气！
无论做什么事，总觉得自己要多几分努力，现在做销售，单靠努力是没用的，我需要更多的运气！
压力不断增加当中,开始担心万一那么辛苦找到的工丢掉怎么办？
所以啊,包庇包庇!!

团圆

后天早上就回家了。本来这个时刻我应该是开心的，同事都充满回家过年的心情，而我依然闷闷不乐。
妈跟哥吵架了，而且可能过年也没一起团圆。。
想到这里。我真的真的开心不起来...
工作还在进步当中。。。真的真的希望我的生活可以不要充满那么多的不定数：（
真的希望一家人可以象往年那样开开心心吃团圆饭!

Working hard vs working smart

Training就要进入最后一个礼拜了，这一关有点不简单，要打给三个组长两个上司后，我才可以出来打给客户。当中当然失败了不少次，虽然暂时过了两个组长，但依然有点不开心
我是第一个出来打电话的，其同期训练的都比我迟一两天才打。那代表我会比他们早出来吗?我就是这么想快点想出来所以我都勇于打给组长勇于接受失败
不过今天我觉得我的勇敢是愚蠢的。因为其他同样在训练着的只会从我那学会怎么作答/应付组长，然后他们就很简单就过关,分数也比我好.说真的当下真觉得自己是白老鼠:( 当然我紧张也是其中一个原因英文不太好也是...所以真的觉得蛮沮丧的。
原来不只是要working hard working smart 也要而且可能更重要啊!
:(
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